Sometimes...

You know there are times when someone knows you so well.. actually better than you know yourself... its hard to hear certain things.

I won't lie. Lately Michael has really brought many things to my attention about myself and if I may be frank... I HATE HEARING THEM!!!

Okay so I am human. Yes I make mistakes but no one usually likes having them put right out there for them to see. Know what I mean???

I have to admit, that is something Michael is good out. He can read others like an open book that he never even had to thumb over the pages to get the info. It's cool and strange all at the same time. I was one who thought I always had good insight but I have to be honest, his is better.

But the nice thing about all of this is simple... at least I know he cares. At least I know he is paying attention to me and that above everything else matters more. That's why I love this man. And this is why I will go to my grave loving this man...

How can I sing my gratitude,
Explain my silent sea,
Approximate in words the gift
That you have been to me?
How can I show my love to you,
Elucidate that golden drift,
Rolling wild and free?

You Just Know...

Do you remember the moment you met the one person who you knew you would spend the rest of your life with? How about the first words they ever spoke to you?

I do...

I remember them as if they just happened yesterday.

I can still see the look he had on his face. The smile not only across his lips but the one he carried in his eyes are seared into my memory so deep I see it daily. There is no way to describe it in a way that anyone could understand it the way I do. I could compare it to something you see in the movies but it was so much more.

What comes next is the first touch. I knew right then and there this was it. This is who I was meant to be with. Does that sound silly? I mean they always say you just know right? So maybe its not so silly. I have to admit that it never felt that way to me. I felt as though the both of us were placed together by fate.

We have a connection that I can honestly say most people in the world have not either been lucky enough to experience on their own or refused to allow themselves the opportunity to experience.

Over the years I have watched friends in their relationships, not all mind you, but a good majority who are miserable. Actually I can even include a ton of family members in that statement if I want to be brutally honest.

They don't laugh. They don't play. They don't look into the eyes of the one they love and become lost. They don't sit around during the day and drift off into little "daydreams". Their eyes don't light up when they talk about the one they supposedly love.

I consider myself lucky. I am privileged. I am in love.

We still laugh. We still play. I still look into his eyes everyday and become lost. I sit at work and catch myself drifting off in thought of him and I know when someone asks me about him, my eyes sparkle like stars in the night sky.

Michael is my best friend. Micheal is my other half... My soulmate... I don't really want to steal cheesy movies lines but the "You complete me line" from Jerry McGuire is true in my case but you know what else? It's an understatement as well because it is so much more.... Wow... So much more...

Words Spoken

I asked you if you loved me
you answered forever and a day
until eternity passes
and heaven fades away

And you asked me if I loved you
I answered for all time
until the stars fade out I cried
until the sun no longer shines

And eternity passes
and heaven faded away
and the stars burned out
the sun turned to grey

And so our loved remained
Promises kept unbroken
We loved until the end
truth in the words spoken.

Affaire de Coeur

Affaire de Coeur .. French ~ noun ~ meaning love relationship, love affair or affair of the heart. Romance, amour, intrigue, seduction...passion

I found the love of my life in my best friend and I want to share it with the world...

My journey has begun... And this is the place where I have decided to express my thoughts..my feelings... my life... and my experiences with Michael...